'Felt like I was the loneliest guy in the world’ – Being open up on my mental health during 2020

 Even being One of the most fun loving person  of the modern-day, My attitude and mental strength to deal with the people around has been witnessed by many persons on various occasions.

 However, it’s not all good for everyone every time, and in the same manner, I also would like to share my struggles back in 2020. Being open & clearly I say that I myself I Know how I dealt with depression after having a horrendous Year in 2020.

I was not finding myself free from everything my heavy loaded Delivery work, My personal life, My education life and so on. And at the mean time getting so many things to hear about myself from the people whom I have worked for years & Years made me feel I'm the loneliest guy in the world’ and that feeling was really not good. I suffered a nightmarish year due to some personal attack on me and I felt like I'm never worthy for what I'm doing. And I think It’s not a great feeling to wake up knowing that people complain, point at your characters even if you give your full effort in whatever you do and I think all people have felt that at some stage that you are not in control of anything at all.

There were supportive people in my life back then, when I felt like loneliest ever. professional help was needed at that toughest phase of my life.

Dealing with Counsellor and studying Bible passage Psalm 42 and 43, I learned there is much hope for those who battle with depression and anxiety. 

Never give up and Always keep God at your First then miracle will happen to your Life.

At present Working as Proprietor of Transform Skills Development centre (Home Based Computer Course) also Co-owner of Little Hut (Community Service Point)

Jacob Sundas